Cornered

Its tough when you cant be heard. Its horrible when you are not able to defend yourself. Somehow, when you cant speak up, its seems the world conspires to take advantage of the situation. Maybe its not on purpose, I duno. I just know i feel bad enough, and the situation is making me feel really helpless. I wish I can throw away my sense of obligation. Then I can ignore my responsibilites and hide at home tmr.

Singing my mood

Are you lonesome tonight? Lonely~~~ I'm so Lonely~~~~ Blue Blue My world is Blue! Only the lonely...

Still cant guess? then you must be blind. Sigh.... I understand why Ah Niu would sing a dorky song to catch a girl's attention. Cause some ppl would nv notice you otherwise. Waiting is tough. Its worse when the party you are waiting for doesnt seem to notice that. Wat to do siah?

Envy Jacky Wu's rooftop. Telepathy like that makes things a lot easier. Pity neither my dreams or sleeplessness help me any.

I know why being sad is also called being depressed. Caz you sink deep down into that invisible hole in your heart.

Weight

Its probably not a new thing that females are extremely touchy about their weight. But weight is a really lousy indicator because little things like a meal or a trip to the ladies room can cause a difference. I checked a few times to be sure.

Urgh... I gained back some of the weight I lost in the hols. Irritating. Heard from colleagues that its common in our line of work... gosh... Sigh... When I eat with my students who are in their teens, I can only shake my head in envy and disbelieve. How do they eat so much and not show it?