The slacker bug has hit again and i think i wont be going home today. Am currently in hostel, was suppose to come back after lesson, clean a bit and pack up and go home, but i think i will be staying...
After all, no one is free to go with me to the flower festival at Sentosa tmr so why bother? *sulks* Besides, i'm slpy and its not like i dun have work to do. If i go home, my dad and sis will kick me ard like a football when i need to use comp (we have two comps at home and they each took one while i moved into hostel, so nice of u ppl), then end up saying i have my laptop at hostel anyway. Like hello? Like you mention, its at hostel, what am i supposed to do when i need to use the comp while at home then? Oh well, i am graduating soon, and my sis, who is waiting for 'A's result, will get the same stunt pulled on her after she moves into hostel. ;p
sigh.... k, stop slacking and blogging all this rubbish and go do something productive. To my fellow classmates: Jiayou! We got lots of stuff to hand up next week.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
A Balanced Diet
Must be the hardest thing to do in the world, especially when u dun cook.
Taken from health promotion board website regarding what u shd eat per day:
5-7 servings of rice and alternative
2 servings of fruit
2 servings of veg
2-3 servings of meat and alternatives, and one of the servings must be the alternatives (like egg, milk, cheese or tofu). they say 3 eggs make one serving, but u're advise not to eat more than 4 egg yolks a week.
Just thinking about following their advice makes me feel as if i trying to turn vegetarian. I dun have anything against vegetarians, but i dun want to be one, i enjoy eating meat. The fruit bit is going to be tough. Dun have the habit of eating even one serving per day. I did try... on and off... and cut fruits are easy to get at hostel. But must watch sugar intake oso and i dun feel like cutting down on coffee and tea. sigh.... tho i probably shd. They didnt make suggestion abt caffine intake either, so not helpful.
Hmm.... i wonder how much yohgurt makes up a serving... but eating that will mean taking a serving of meat.
Sigh.... i give up.... try again next time.
Taken from health promotion board website regarding what u shd eat per day:
5-7 servings of rice and alternative
2 servings of fruit
2 servings of veg
2-3 servings of meat and alternatives, and one of the servings must be the alternatives (like egg, milk, cheese or tofu). they say 3 eggs make one serving, but u're advise not to eat more than 4 egg yolks a week.
Just thinking about following their advice makes me feel as if i trying to turn vegetarian. I dun have anything against vegetarians, but i dun want to be one, i enjoy eating meat. The fruit bit is going to be tough. Dun have the habit of eating even one serving per day. I did try... on and off... and cut fruits are easy to get at hostel. But must watch sugar intake oso and i dun feel like cutting down on coffee and tea. sigh.... tho i probably shd. They didnt make suggestion abt caffine intake either, so not helpful.
Hmm.... i wonder how much yohgurt makes up a serving... but eating that will mean taking a serving of meat.
Sigh.... i give up.... try again next time.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Bardic Voices (2)
Not that anyone but me cares, but i now have the entire Bardic Voices Series!!! Including, A Cast of Corbies from the Bardic Choices Series!!! thanx to Jerainne who gave me the first book... i went and bought all the rest.... :P Oh ya. Finished reading the whole series btw, else i wont even be posting this. Will be reading still. :P
Wren, Lark, Robin, Heron, Magpie, Nightingale, Kestral, Linnet, Blackbird, Gannet, Thrush.... So many bird names.
Wren, Lark, Robin, Heron, Magpie, Nightingale, Kestral, Linnet, Blackbird, Gannet, Thrush.... So many bird names.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Frustated
Yes, I bloody well know that I am full of faults. God forbid if I even dare assume I am close to the average person. I am probably just a line away from being totally useless. There! Happy?
Even so, dun start a conversation pointing out my numerous faults, comparing me to a bunch of strangers who i have no idea who, then leave me hangging and waiting for ur next reply. Shit! I know you are pissed off but so am I and I wasnt the one who started it!!! And I only mentioned one thing i not happy about, what do you have to be pissed off about? My negative attitude? My excuses? Like you dun have the very same attitude, thanx a lot. How positive an attitude is ignoring me anyway. If you have to go off in the middle of an msn convo, how long does it take to type a "brb" before you leave anyway!!!!
You want to list my faults? fine! I'll do it for you.
1) obvious enuf, i curse when i am angry. tho i usually avoid using vulgarities.
2) I have a bloody short tempered and am super oversensitive. especially when compared to my exccessively dense bf.
3) i am absolutely undomesticated. Its a miracle my hostel is clean and tidy enuf for a human being. And i cant cook to save myself from straving. unless instant noodles at every meal works.
4) I am ppl shy and have absolutely no idea how to mingle.
5) I have no idea how to keep friends. I can count the number of old friends i have and am still in contact with with my hands.
6) I'm fat and lazy to excerise and have unhealthy dietary habits.
7) I'm stupid and lack common sense. When i teach i'll probably drive students crazy cas they are all smarter than me.
8) I'm pessimistic, negative and lack confidence and totally not living up to my bright and sunny name.
9) The older i am, the easier i cry. Even tho i know its a bloody waste of time and it doesnt solve anything. In fact, it probs make things worse as i have less time to fix it.
10) I am out of touch with the world. Dun like news, dun even like reality, will be happy to move right into one of my fantasy novels. I will prob be even more useless in their worlds, but at least it i'm surrounded by mythical non-humans and magic i might be a bit happier. who noes, maybe i'll have magic powers there, since im fair useless at anything here so i'm not even equipped to survive in this world.
11) I'm spoilt and pampered cost i nv really needed to support myself, tho i have tried to save and be reponsible for most of my own expenses since i started working. and trying to learn to do my share of household chores since i moved to hostel ( yes, i noe, ironic, isnt it?).
God save me from myself, cas i'll probably cause my own downfall more than anything else. Starting by publishing this post. But there, u see? U're already reading it. Wat the heck. I pushed, now let the roll downhill begin.
Even so, dun start a conversation pointing out my numerous faults, comparing me to a bunch of strangers who i have no idea who, then leave me hangging and waiting for ur next reply. Shit! I know you are pissed off but so am I and I wasnt the one who started it!!! And I only mentioned one thing i not happy about, what do you have to be pissed off about? My negative attitude? My excuses? Like you dun have the very same attitude, thanx a lot. How positive an attitude is ignoring me anyway. If you have to go off in the middle of an msn convo, how long does it take to type a "brb" before you leave anyway!!!!
You want to list my faults? fine! I'll do it for you.
1) obvious enuf, i curse when i am angry. tho i usually avoid using vulgarities.
2) I have a bloody short tempered and am super oversensitive. especially when compared to my exccessively dense bf.
3) i am absolutely undomesticated. Its a miracle my hostel is clean and tidy enuf for a human being. And i cant cook to save myself from straving. unless instant noodles at every meal works.
4) I am ppl shy and have absolutely no idea how to mingle.
5) I have no idea how to keep friends. I can count the number of old friends i have and am still in contact with with my hands.
6) I'm fat and lazy to excerise and have unhealthy dietary habits.
7) I'm stupid and lack common sense. When i teach i'll probably drive students crazy cas they are all smarter than me.
8) I'm pessimistic, negative and lack confidence and totally not living up to my bright and sunny name.
9) The older i am, the easier i cry. Even tho i know its a bloody waste of time and it doesnt solve anything. In fact, it probs make things worse as i have less time to fix it.
10) I am out of touch with the world. Dun like news, dun even like reality, will be happy to move right into one of my fantasy novels. I will prob be even more useless in their worlds, but at least it i'm surrounded by mythical non-humans and magic i might be a bit happier. who noes, maybe i'll have magic powers there, since im fair useless at anything here so i'm not even equipped to survive in this world.
11) I'm spoilt and pampered cost i nv really needed to support myself, tho i have tried to save and be reponsible for most of my own expenses since i started working. and trying to learn to do my share of household chores since i moved to hostel ( yes, i noe, ironic, isnt it?).
God save me from myself, cas i'll probably cause my own downfall more than anything else. Starting by publishing this post. But there, u see? U're already reading it. Wat the heck. I pushed, now let the roll downhill begin.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Me thinks too much...
A new yr, a new sem. But same old person with a head full of rubbish...
First day of sch. It ended with difficult hmk. I really shd be trying harder on my hmk. Sianz... I see notes i wanna slp. Besides... i got other stuff on my mind.
A new yr, a new start. But same old person with same old insecurities...
Am quite comfortable being same old me but am nv really happy with myself. Just like in the past. I really dun have much to be unhappy abt. But i feel like i getting more pestimistic as days, months and yrs go by... I am so not living up to my name.
I want to be the happy girl of my childhood again, who doesnt worry that she is fat or cares whether she looks gd. I wore the icky old fashioned thick rimmed black plastic specs happily and without being concerned that i looked like a nerd.
I want to be the contented dreamy teen who is sastisfied with life as long as she has books to read. I still escape by reading, but somehow, its either not working as well, or as i grow older, i am rooted to firmly in reality and life to be able to escape. I'm going to graduate and start work soon. Must be a responsible adult, handle my own stuff, and not hide in a corner and hopes watever it is goes away.
I want to be the junior college student who was surprised at how lucky she was to have her feelings requitted and roped into leadership position in the club. I want to taste confidence and sastifaction i had gained, when i managed to do my job tho i wasnt sure i was cut out to be in a position to lead, and once again to obtain the determination to do a better job in life than i managed b4.
I want to regain the passion i felt for teaching when i was doing relief, and the determination to grit my teeth to do my best tho its not a bed of roses.
A new yr, a new start. But thru all these yrs i've never really changed...
I am still the same loner character that stand at the edge of things, who never lets herself get too close.
Why do ppl make new yr resolutions anyway? Through all these years, i could nv stick to them. Let me wallow in my new yr laments and live my life as i have before. Caz no matter what u do, no matter how u live, life still passes u by whether u run or walk or stand still... So i shall continue my own half-hearted crawl with its spotaneos sprints, and let life decide whether it wants to place potholes, road bumps or grant me a even and nicely paved path.
First day of sch. It ended with difficult hmk. I really shd be trying harder on my hmk. Sianz... I see notes i wanna slp. Besides... i got other stuff on my mind.
A new yr, a new start. But same old person with same old insecurities...
Am quite comfortable being same old me but am nv really happy with myself. Just like in the past. I really dun have much to be unhappy abt. But i feel like i getting more pestimistic as days, months and yrs go by... I am so not living up to my name.
I want to be the happy girl of my childhood again, who doesnt worry that she is fat or cares whether she looks gd. I wore the icky old fashioned thick rimmed black plastic specs happily and without being concerned that i looked like a nerd.
I want to be the contented dreamy teen who is sastisfied with life as long as she has books to read. I still escape by reading, but somehow, its either not working as well, or as i grow older, i am rooted to firmly in reality and life to be able to escape. I'm going to graduate and start work soon. Must be a responsible adult, handle my own stuff, and not hide in a corner and hopes watever it is goes away.
I want to be the junior college student who was surprised at how lucky she was to have her feelings requitted and roped into leadership position in the club. I want to taste confidence and sastifaction i had gained, when i managed to do my job tho i wasnt sure i was cut out to be in a position to lead, and once again to obtain the determination to do a better job in life than i managed b4.
I want to regain the passion i felt for teaching when i was doing relief, and the determination to grit my teeth to do my best tho its not a bed of roses.
A new yr, a new start. But thru all these yrs i've never really changed...
I am still the same loner character that stand at the edge of things, who never lets herself get too close.
Why do ppl make new yr resolutions anyway? Through all these years, i could nv stick to them. Let me wallow in my new yr laments and live my life as i have before. Caz no matter what u do, no matter how u live, life still passes u by whether u run or walk or stand still... So i shall continue my own half-hearted crawl with its spotaneos sprints, and let life decide whether it wants to place potholes, road bumps or grant me a even and nicely paved path.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
OMG!!!
Crunchyroll died!!!! Wah!!!
All my lovely animes and hong kong dramas are gone!!! *cries*
Now the only thing left that can be watched is the latest Naruto. *sobs* I like naruto. But the anime is too slow, i prefer the manga. So not worth it!!!
I only watched 59 episodes of pawnshop no. 8 when there are over 100 episodes. And i wanna watch Earl and Fairy!! Sobs... I also watched to watch old animes.... those that were based on classic stories. I finished watching Anne of Green Gables and Black Brothers. But i havent finish Perrine, Sinbad, and i havent even started on Wizrd of Oz. I also wanted to watch the animes i watched as a kid. U noe those they used to show on channel 8 on saturday mornings? Like Mama is a 4th grader and The Genius Chef Boy.
Sigh.... Why!?! Crunchyroll come back!!!
All my lovely animes and hong kong dramas are gone!!! *cries*
Now the only thing left that can be watched is the latest Naruto. *sobs* I like naruto. But the anime is too slow, i prefer the manga. So not worth it!!!
I only watched 59 episodes of pawnshop no. 8 when there are over 100 episodes. And i wanna watch Earl and Fairy!! Sobs... I also watched to watch old animes.... those that were based on classic stories. I finished watching Anne of Green Gables and Black Brothers. But i havent finish Perrine, Sinbad, and i havent even started on Wizrd of Oz. I also wanted to watch the animes i watched as a kid. U noe those they used to show on channel 8 on saturday mornings? Like Mama is a 4th grader and The Genius Chef Boy.
Sigh.... Why!?! Crunchyroll come back!!!
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