So near yet so far

And by that I mean the holidays. I really really REALLY need a break and there are about 3 more weeks left before schools' out. Nope, did not miscount. That 1 week worth of meetings really has to be taken into consideration in order for it to be fair to me.

I feel like I'm in jail, and the students feel the same, so they are making it difficult for me to clear the work left. I've stressed like umpteen times that once we cleared work we can go computer lab or watch videos and they still cannot focus. They are making my life a lot more difficult.

I am getting extremely sick of working. I am wondering is the pay worth it. And if the holidays don't come soon, I am going to go crazy.

The series has been licensed

First was Onemanga, now its Mangafox. More and more series are being licensed and it feels like the online manga sites are getting shut down. Looks like I can't save my money even if I want to. I was seriously considering not buying manga anymore and then this happens. Sad. :( I know the authors and publishers need to make money. But series are ex, and it makes no sense to stop collecting if you have a few of it already. So it becomes a very expensive hobby. Besides, books take up lots of space, and manga aren't the only books I want. >.<

mark

person 1: is tired of dating mark...

person 2: Oh my god...he is two-timing...im dating him too!!!

person 3: Not two-timing... Multiple-timing. We should all DUMP him.

person 4: I've been ignoring him...

person 5: I am not approving your relationship with mark... HE IS COMING BETWEEN US!!

person 6: I told him to give me a break.... Or rather a clean break between us.... But.... He jus refused to let me off! Such a pest!


The above is a series of postings copied from my friend's facebook. To tell the truth, I'm suppose to be on a date with him as well. Am ignoring him in favour of updating my blog.

In case you haven't figured out who this Casonova is. His name is Mark Books. He is the most annoying bisexual in the world, who indiscrimating flirts with anyone with the same occupation as I do, and its simply impossible to dump him as long as you are still holding on to this job. :P

Life is a juggling act

Life is a juggling act. Each one of us has plenty of balls which we are trying to keep in the air: work, studies, family, health, chores, hobbies, love, friends... The list is very long for most of us. But how many balls can one juggle?

I duno about other people, but I have been dropping balls here and there, sacrificing some in order to keep the few I think are important up there. I read an article about life as an juggling act, but it sums everything into six balls. Bullshit. There are definitely more that a mere six. It also claims that "work" is made of rubber, and it wouldn't matter if it were dropped, as you can always get it back whole. More bullshit. Work = Life is not healthy. But no work means no money. Haven't u heard "no money, no honey" where to get love then? Without money, how to meet up with friends? How to support family? What are you going to further your studies on? Besides, everytime you "drop" work, its smaller when you get it back.

So though I may sulk and whine. I will still go to work tmr. Tho it causes me to be dateless tmr, I can't do much but whine. Happy V'day everyone. Hope you get your celebration.

失魂落魄

Roughly translated, means like your soul got sucked away and disappeared, or something like that. Feeling this way today. I know I have a Zillion things to do. But I like have no idea wat to do. Or wat to start with. Feel lost.

I also think I caught a cold. Kept sneezing today. Or maybe caz I so distracted I offend people without knowing and I kept getting scolded. Sigh... I wanna go home and slp.

Tired

So much work, so little time. Not looking forward to work at all. How can I when I always seem to have it rushing towards me, threatening to bulldoze across?

有心栽花花不开，无心插柳柳成荫

The above is a chinese saying which translates into, putting in a lot of effort to grow flowers but it did not bloom, randomly stick a willow branch in the ground and it grows into a tree. I spend effort trying to recruit girls, and I only got one new girl. I allow the boys to join for the first time, and over 20 flocked to me. Should I cry or laugh? Maybe I should close my girls team.